I
don’t know what I see
Wrestling
with my heart
Not
knowing how to be
Anxiety
and Confusion
Being
thrown at me
Judgment
and Doubt
For
what I believe I see
Wrestling
with the truth
But
darkness hides it all
Trying
to see its light
But
blinded to its call
Groping
in the darkness
Trying
to find some light
Confusion
is surrounding
Not
knowing what is right
Believing
I see the truth
But
judged for what I see
Grasping
for the light
Not
knowing who to be
How
do I live in light
Darkness
pulling me apart
How
do I live in right
When
no one sees my heart
How
do I find you God
In
the midst of the despair
How
do I find your truth
And
believe that you care
I
will continue to wrestle
The
dark is overwhelming me
I
will not give up though
For I know that I will see
