I want for you to have me

Why am I so stuck in this world?

Why do I love it so much?

Empty promises swirled

I hate it, I hate it!

Angry words hurled

But still it captures me!

And it hangs on so tight

And I can’t be free!

I can’t be free from it all

I fight so hard, but it has me

God!!! I want you to have me!

I want to live for you!

My life for you to be

I want to give you my heart!

I want for you to have me!

Jesus, you are so beautiful

You are so clean and pure

So wonderfully whole

And I want to give you my heart

But sin has taken its toll

I am dirty, contaminated

I am messed up by this world

I am unclean and hated

How could you ever receive me?

Your perfection would be tainted

How could you receive me?

I am anger personified

How could you love me?

I am selfish, truly nothing

God, I’m nothing, can’t you see

I am in heavy shackles

And I can’t get free

I am stuck in these manacles

I truly cannot get free

From these prison walls

God I cry out to you

I cry out

I cry out

I cry for you to set me free

My daddy, I cry out to you

I want for you to have me

I know I don’t deserve it

I don’t know why you want me

Why you would look upon me

Cause I am covered in my feces

My own vomit is all I see

My own messed up life

This weakness inside of me

But I know that I need you

I need you

I need you

God I long for you

I know I have believed the lies

But my heart desires you

I am stuck in that deception

But I truly cry out to you

I am longing to be free

I am longing to see you

To really truly see

And to know the truth

I am longing to be free

God!!! I want you to have me!

I want to live for you!

My life for you to be

I want to give you my heart!

I want for you to have me!