Reality?

She walks through reality

Of what she sees as life

All she knows is pain

She’s surrounded by strife

She tried to escape

But there was no way

Reality was too strong

And it truly made her pay

Suicide was not a success

All it earned was extra pain

A discouragement profound

And simply more shame

But then she met love

A power so strong and deep

She met the Lord her God

A love that made her weep

But now she is in a mess

She doesn’t know how

To truly absorb that love

And still live in the now

Two realities fighting

In the depth of who she is

She knows what she sees

And wonders how it’s His

Two realities are pulling

At the core of who she is

Can she let go of what she sees

To the truth of what He says

Finally she purposefully lets go

Of all that experience screams

She steps into the unknown

Into His true place of dreams

Is she going crazy?

She truly doesn’t know

She really doesn’t care

His reality has to show

So she cries as she waits

In the place of the unknown

She waits for her lover

So silent and alone